La Bella Vita

you're messing with the wrong woman

2010-11-13T19:12:00.004+08:00

A note to someone,

OK, first you sent some creep videos through my emails and spammed my Formspring and blog. So here's the deal, I know who you are and I have your number;) Thanks to your friend. Don't worry:) Unlike you I won't do anything rash unless of course, you stop disturbing me! Or I'll have to take serious action against you. Have some respect for people privacy! Don't you have better things to do? Dude, GET A FUCKING LIFE!

oh no!

2010-11-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

I like to believe that we'll find each other in the end.

Be positive!

2010-10-24T18:50:00.004+08:00

I had a sci-fi dream last night. It is probably the coolest and most unusual dream out of the lots I had. I can only recalled tiny bits of it. Why am I talking about this?? Oh well. Moving on, school starts tomorrow!! Oh boy, how I'm not looking forward to assignment, homework, projects and practical classes. OK, I'm not going to complain anymore. Like what my favorite yoga instructor has to say, 'Work hard, breathe deep, don't complain, and enjoy what comes. ' Gotta have a positive mindset, people! I'm gonna keep today entry short and simple. I've got to pray, do lots of yoga and read some articles based on IT. Bye.

hi again=)

2010-10-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. The PSI dropped to 46. Thanks to the rain, it washes away the haze. It's lovely outside! It's a stay home Saturday for me and my family. Everyone is enjoying the weather. Anyway, yesterday, bestie and I caught another soccer match between RP and NYP. It was less crowded than last Tuesday. I thought that it was a bit draggy but there were a couple of funny and intense moments. The final score was RP 0 -NYP 1. I hope RP will step up for their next game against NP, next week. They kept making a lot of passing errors and seems so fatigued. Oh, school starts on Monday! I'm so nervous, as usual. Got my timetable printed (thanks, bestie!) and my bag packed. My timetable is not that bad. I'll start late on Monday and end early on Friday. Nice one! I'm taking 7 module this semester. For elective, I'm taking Avionics systems (Yes!!). As for IS, I'm taking Japanese for the first half semester and Financial Planning for the 2nd half semester. A whole bunch of new stuff!! I'm excited! I know that as a new semester begin, it's going to get tougher but I hope I'll get through it. Insha'Allah. I hope for the same for my friends too. Stay happy and study smart, guys!! =)

betty white

2010-10-21T23:34:00.004+08:00

Just caught the movie today. It was extremely FUNNY!! I love the dance practise scene!! Kristen bell's love interest, Sean wing is so CUTE!! Watch it!!

Maher Zain - Open Your Eyes [To All Photographer Open Your 'Lens'] - ماه...

2010-10-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

Masyaallah

hellcats

2010-10-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

I dont need to grow up super-fast or prove that I'm an adult by being ultra-sexy. That's immature. Being mature is growing up gracefully -- Aly Michalka

kick it real hard..

2010-10-19T22:06:00.010+08:00

I was late!! Well, I'm forever late for everything. I was supposed to be at the Sport Complex at 530pm to watch a girls' soccer match between RP and SP but I came half an hour late. I miss the first 3 goals by RP. They squeezed all 3 goals during the early first half. It would probably been pretty crazy at that time. I only caught the last goal. The final score are, RP 4-SP 0. Kudos to the winning team! Personally, i didn't except such overwhelming response from the crowd. The whole grandstand was occupied. Luckily, I found an empty sit for myself. I watched it till it ends. It was a good game! I enjoyed watching girls' soccer match cause of the whole girl power thingy and sometimes it can get quite hilarious unlike boys' soccer match which most of the time is pretty intense and aggressive. Sheu, an old friend, was wearing jersey, 20. What can I say, she's a gifted soccer player! She played well, including all her other fellow members. After their game, it was the boys turn but i skipped it. I could tell it was going to be an incredible game from the way they start playing but I had to go home. Afterwards, I met Sheu, we talked a bit and then I made my way home. Their next game will be against NP on Friday. Yeah, you heard it, my school!! I'll be rooting for the winning team. So who won will get my love. Hehe. Ok, bye;)

Yogi

2010-10-18T00:30:00.007+08:00

I want this book in my book collection but I can't seem to find it. Its called, Slim Calm Sexy Yoga, by Tara stiles. I've searched for it at MPH, Popular, Kinokuniya and Border but still, its nowhere to be found. They kept saying that they don't carry the book(title). If I still can't find it, I'll just have to get it online.

pleasant sunday

2010-10-17T23:52:00.004+08:00

Pretty random Sunday. I woke up late. I recalled waking up at 2+am, feeling restless and extremely thirsty so I got up to get a drink and went back to sleep. I guess it's the weather. Everyone been complaining about the heat. Besides the weather, sleep doesn't come easily to me these days. I said my daily night prayer, drank milk, did yoga for bedtime, read dead boring books, changed my bed position but nothing works. Anyway,I ate my late breakfast and met bestie outside since we planned to have a movie marathon at her house so we bought some chips and drinks. We watched Grown up and a couple of good movies. Grown up was hilarious! I mean it couldn't go wrong with Adam sandler and Chris rock in it. I left bestie's house at 630pm cause momma want me to be back home. She bought me KFC new Roasta burger for dinner. It would have been good if they had remove the fats cause they were gross. But overall it was good! I still prefer their fillet burger though. Then I made a last minute decision to go running with daddy. Daddy was OK with it. Before we start running, I fed my fat cat since I already saw it lingering at my block, being affection and all. Anyway, daddy changed route again and made me jog all over woodland. I wanted to go another round but there was something wrong with my breathing so we stop. But I'm content with the distance we covered. We gonna go further tomorrow. Hopefully everything will work out fine. So I end my Sunday with a cold chocolate drink and playing with my adorable cats again, outside. Goodnight all. Have a good week ahead:)

im back!!!!

2010-06-19T23:47:00.008+08:00

Hie!! I missed blogging and since it's the holiday, i thought i drop by and blog. I did a couple of changes to my blog, just to freshen up this place. Anyway, it's the two weeks school holiday!!! The first week is almost over and I think I spent it well. To summarize, I visited my granny's house to sent some food over, played Guitar Hero and event management's discussion at my friend's house, attend CCA invitation at school, movie marathon at Bestie's house and probably tomorrow, my dad and I are going to the cemetery and then celebrate Father's day at grandpa's house. You know, I haven't plan anything for my second week of holiday. But surely, one of the days, I wanna go Bugis and get some new apparel. Besides that, I want to study! I feel like doing math. Actually, I had programing homework to do, but it's practical so I'll do that some other days. haha! Oh I've been eating a lot too. I think I eaten LJS for like three times in a week. Then, I also had Delifrance with my parents. I ordered their all time favourite dish, I think it's called classic hot dog or something. It's huge!! But I finished it all on my own which is quite an achievement, I think. haha! and I just had a heavy dinner today which is white rice with five different dishes with dad and bro. I also ate a lot of sweet treats especially ice-cream, cake and bubble tea. I should cut down on my sweets intake because I think I'm getting flu. School wise, I'm doing fine. I just had my common test. The CT period was actually pleasant, since I finally got to hangout and study with my last semester friends. They are still the same old funny bunch of people which never fail to make my day=) Alright, I'm off to bed. Tomorrow i gotta wake up early and I'm not a morning person. Oh well, goodnight!

back! better than ever!

2010-04-14T22:13:00.004+08:00

It's been ages since I last write in. I'm back for at least now. The new semester is starting soon, actually in 4 more days. It's gonna get hectic again and my class timetable couldn't get any crazier. From Monday to Thursday, my classes start at 8am. Time to wake up early!! Well, I gotten deal with that somehow. Anyway, I hope that the new semester would be much, much more awesome and fun like the first semester but even better. I feel great eventhough I'm super nervous but I'm ready to work hard. School holiday was alright. Besides attending to family matters, I hanged out with the same bunch of folks and reorganised my daily routine activities. Today, I did nothing interesting. I missed my precious morning by waking up late, had a scrumptious lunch (thanks dad!!), volunteer to do housework, hanged out with bestie, tumblring, KFC for dinner and that's pretty much it. Gosh, today wasn't awesome. I'm ending my boring wednesday with good old yoga. Bye!

On a last note, I just set up a formspring account, so got any question or comment just spill it there=)

let's do this

2010-01-17T15:13:00.005+08:00

Hello there :) Just got my result for Common test through the letterbox. They put my father's name as I expected. Got 2A and 1C. I'm glad there's no long lecture from Daddy. Phew. Right now, I can't wait to go Swensen with my beloved family =) Next week onwards, I have a lot of test. I mean a lot here ok. I'm feeling the stress already. OK, I'm done here. Got to focus. Bye.

tumbling

2010-01-15T10:25:00.003+08:00

Bestie told me she prefer my blogspot to tumblr :( Juggling two blog is harder than I thought. I'll try to update my blogspot if I have the time. Till now I'll be at tumblr. heh.

let it begin...

2010-01-10T14:08:00.008+08:00

Announcement folks!!!

I have created a new blog!! Here's the link;

lettheflamebegin.tumblr.com

Fill in the blank

2010-01-08T12:02:00.010+08:00

FILL IN THE BLANKS!!

1) School have been_____

NUTS!!

2) I think_______

i've been thinking too much lately.

3)I still _______

get stage fright.

4)I love _____

to laugh out loud.

5)I want____

to be unlike any others.

6)Holiday means______

camp!!

7)My Favourite band is______

Paramore.

8)Favourite colour is_______

Orange.

9)I need ______

sufficient rest.

10)I miss______

reading a good book, afternoon run and sleeping in.

11)I'm looking forward ______

to the March holiday!

12)I feel______

overwhelmed for no particular reason. As if someone have inject me with ecstasy.

13)I''m listening_______

to 'again' by Flyleaf and also 'stone cold sober' by Paloma faith continually.

14) I'm addicted _______

to varieties of music.

15) I'm learning______

how to accept my weaknesses.

16) I crave_______

for ice cream as always!

17)I'm always_______

sleeping inside bus.

18) I am so________

unpredictable.

energise pill

2010-01-06T08:05:00.002+08:00

Arrrggg.. I forget to take my Vitamin C!!

thank you note

2010-01-05T23:46:00.004+08:00

There's always gonna be criticism, jealousy and comparison. There's nothing much I can do about it but to just live with it. But I'm not gonna let them take my pride and happiness away. Try everything you got but no way that's gonna happen.

Thank you momma and daddy for accompanying me for dinner today.

Thank you bro for your endless affection.

Thank you friends for all the fun and laughter.

Thank you God, for answering my prayer.

random post

2010-01-04T12:39:00.003+08:00

I got one problem... I don't know how to upload photo through Hotmail. Haha. I guess I'll have to upload it through blogger.

I'll be a happy soul if you all start calling me Jane. Haha..bestie will be like, "Stop it seh, Rinna". Haha.

iheartcamp

2010-01-04T12:02:00.002+08:00

CAMP ENTRY ( lyke finally :D )

17 dec~

I sworn I did nothing extraordinary that day. It was Thursday and I was feeling fatigue. I guess the late night mugging have finally taken its toll. I also went to bed early that day knowing that tomorrow I have a camp to attend.

18 dec ~

The following day, I did a last minute packing for my 3 days 2 night, 'Ladies, Let's go', camp organized by NPMSS club. I love camp but I hate packing. I'm just bad at it. At the beginning, I sworn to myself to pack light but it never worked out my way. I always end up bringing extra apparel and my momma wasn't helping. Instead, she was encouraging me to bring this and that for emergency. So I do look like those kids running away from home. Haha.

At 5pm, I met up with the committee and the rest of the participant at Sport Complex. When the committee had arrived, they gave every participant a door gift. My first impression of the committee was that they were amiable, open and fun people. There were about 20 plus participant, just a small bunch of us coming from different school. The moment everyone has settled in we had the usual icebreaker games. I get to know that there's this girl who likes Paramore. Man, did she got me all hype up seh. Haha. Then, there were a few who admit that they do not like the color Pink. Personally, I don't have any non-favorite color. Every color is pretty and unique in its own way. My favorite color is orange although I used to like blue but since most people I met and asked like the color blue, I settle in for orange instead. Back to the topic, there was this other girl whom is one of the committee; she loves Metallic music. I thought that was really cool. A couple more loves Korean music which reminded me some of my closest friends who are Korean-crazed. I can only recall that much during our first meeting. But on a serious note, these girls are really smart, outspoken and interesting bunch of people. I knew I could get along well with them. After a couple of fun games and activities, it was time for us to go to the loft to check out our room.

After Maghrib prayer, we left the loft and went down to the Sport Complex again. We had a game called 'Paradigm's shift' which I felt had a monopoly theme to it since it has the banker and even the jail rule thingy. It was quite tedious trying to keep up with the rent and interest and, at the same time making bracelets out of newspaper. Despite the difficulty I had a great time because my team mates have a systematic strategy and they were really funny bunch of people. Halfway through the game, one of the committee approaches me and asked me whether I could help her carry some stuff over at FMS. I happily agree because that means I would be able to escape from the game for a while but at the same time, I felt something fishy was going on. I swore that they were up to something and I was right!! They kidnapped me! We walked past the school's library, when the committee revealed what she had planned. I remember saying to her out aloud, "I knew it!!" Anyway, I was all smiles. They were planning an Amazing Race with a little twist. They planted 7 clues all over the school and each clue will bring my team mates closer to find me. Oh Yeah!! This camp couldn't get any better. Moving on, the committee brings me and the other two victims from different group, to an isolated area where they hid us. The area was really spooky and dark. I remember a building by the name of 'Maju vehicle storage' so that's basically where we are near at. We bragged about the most random things just to ignore the fact that we were feeling kind of strange. I sworn I heard some weird noises and even laughter among the huge trees but I was damn sleepy that I care less about my surrounding. I almost dozed off by the time my team mates found me. They took such a long time to find me. I heard from the committee that at some point of the game my team was lost and even miss a clue. Kesian nye. And here I am slacking and almost falling asleep. But then there's nothing much I can do. After the Amazing Race, we had night walk. We strolled from the School of Science all the way back to the loft. It was a nice long night walk. When we reached loft, we prayed Isyak and went straight to bed. It was almost 1 by then.

'So that sensor thingy worked 24 hours, huh?'

19 dec~

Saturday morning, my roommate and i woke up at 6. After Morning Prayer, we tossed back to bed. We were exhausted even though it was only our first night. Worse more, I didn't have a good night's sleep. I kept tossing and turning throughout the night because I can't sleep well in an air-conditional room. It was 17 degree Celsius!! That's partly the reason why I covered myself entirely with my own bath towel. It was probably one my worse sleep ever. At 8, we had morning walk to take the public bus to go to Dairy Farm. I had no idea why we are heading there and the committee won't tell us a clue. The only thing that they spilled a bean on was that the girls and I are going to do a boyish activity. Right… The first thing that appears on my mind when I heard 'Diary Farm' was cows. I seriously thought that we had to squeeze milk out from the cow thingy. Haha. The rest had the same idea as I do. So yeah, I'm normal OK! Unfortunately, we were all wrong. We had to do a short hiking in the forest and what were uncovered at the end of the forest were a stunning view. We were practically going 'WOAH!' Oh god, it was such a breathtaking, beautiful, serene place. For a moment though, I thought we were not in Singapore! I fall in love with it the moment I laid my eyes upon the view. Its like one of those landscape painting of nature I have seen numerous time in painting. I'm not good with describing places but I can surely and vividly remember the route to that beautiful hideaway. I would love to one day bring my loved ones over and spent our morning there and admire the beauty of nature. That would be lovely.

Mats were laid out on the grass and foods were displayed. We had breakfast there. I love the whole idea of having a quiet picnic there. After a quick nosh, we had physical games which I love. Any activity that involves running would get me all hype up like a small kid. However it was cut short as it started to drizzle. It got heavier so we had to pack up. Before heading back to loft, we managed to take a quick group photo in the drizzle. Back at the loft, we had a quick rest and performed Zuhur prayer. Then, we went to the games room where most of the activities took place but before hand, we had lunch and a talk by a special guest. It was an informative and moving talk about Islamic fundamental. I gained a lot of knowledge from the talk. That lady speaker became my role model. Afterwards, we watched a film called "A sister's keeper". For those who haven't watch it yet , please do watch it and don't forget to bring a box of tissue with you. It was such a sad story. I swear I cried.

At night, we had barbecue. It was fun!! There was loads of food. It was a fest. Ade ayam penyat lagi. Haha. There were also other students from other camp having barbecue so we were spreading the love around the pit. After filling up our stomach, the committee had planned another surprise for us! I really adored the surprising element of this camp. It never failed to keep me at the edge of my seat.

20 dec~

Sunday morning, we woke up at 6 again and found myself wrapped up in blanket and towel. Haha. After Morning Prayer, we packed our bags since our booked out time is at 8. Oh yes, I had packed my bag earlier than the rest so while waiting for them, I watched the sunrise from the eleven floor which is the highest floor of the loft from our living room's window. It was glorious!!! We had a quick breakfast at the loft's void deck before heading off to the Sport Complex. We put our belongings in a huge locker and were told to bring along our EZ-link card and valuables. Again, we had no idea where we were heading to. But this time the committee was kind towards us. They told us that we were going to meet some special residents so we had a rough idea that we were either visiting an orphanage home or the old folk home. We reached 'Orange Valley Nursing Home' which is an old folk home and we were greeted by the special resident at a decorated Christmas hall. The special residents that we spent time with are the old people and some who are really ill. Most of them were wheel chair users and only a few needed the walking sticks. I felt really awkward and out of place. Similarly, the rest of the girls also felt the same way. Deep inside, I actually felt really disturbed and upset. But I had to resist my own feelings. Moving on, we start the day with morning exercise. Next, we entertained them by dancing and singing. It was so hilarious and entertaining although it was messy and all over the place since it was unscripted. But that's the best part of it because you'll never know what will happen next. I hope they were entertained because I really enjoyed myself. Anyway, no one can ever go wrong with Hindustan and Korean songs right? Haha. Lastly, we had chitchat sections with them. That was probably the hardest part for me. But it didn't take long for me to loosen up, put on a sincere smile and just talk and talk and talk. It was definitely an eye opener and a new experience for me. One particular moment that caught me up in the moment is when a granny (she's 70+, by the way) told me that it's good that the girls and I are all still very young. So I told her that "someday we are going to be old like you and we can't run away from ageing and old age". Then we kept quiet. Soon I thought to myself how my time would be like. Have you thought about that? Yeah, you?

After the fruitful visit, we made our way back to school but before we end the camp, there was another surprise. We had to do a debate. My team was given the topic regarding 'Arranged marriage'. The topic does not spark any interest in me but since they took video on the debate, I pretended to be enthusiasm but I sworn my brain were half functioning. Finally, we had our last group photo and they gave up a small token of appreciation. We reclaimed our belongings and gave each other hugs. I was really touched. It only was only a short period of time but I already regard them, especially the committee, as my sisters. They are such an inspirational and I look up to each and every one of them. I hope that this won't be the last time I meet them. Insyallah.

(psst..im sending my blog entry through email instead of blogger. I'm loving this new routine :D)

more to come

2010-01-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

Now that the 2 weeks of holiday are over, I'm looking forward to the March 6 weeks holiday :)

syarinna = Jane

2009-12-31T12:04:00.011+08:00

I realized holiday's going to end this week. Nooooo....Please make time go slower!! Anyway Yes! I do remember I'm supposed to post an entry on the camp. However I'm still in the process of writing it. It's taking a long time because I've been out and about lately so I'm really sorry.

Last Sunday SI concert was a blast. Almost lose my voice though from screaming and singing. It was a night to celebrate music. Everybody were super high especially the mosh pit people. How i wish i were right there with them. Others weren't disappointing. They were grooving to the music and having a great time. Congrats to Sezairi sezali. Yeah!! I reached home at 1am and slept at 3am.

I had to wake up at 8 the next morning because I have a group discussion to attend at school. My alarm clock rings but I slammed it down and tossed back to bed. So I were overslept. My team leader were not in a good mood. Her laptop kept creating problem and one of our member could not make it. The discussion took the whole day and I reached home at night again.

The following day, I met up with bestie. She messaged me last minute and asked me whether I could meet her that afternoon. At first i thought it wasn't her as she never addresses me as Rina( no double N) before but she called in so I was assured it was her. She sounded serious so i rushed over to meet her. We talk about it and even managed to catch a movie. All the best between you and him ehk. He sounds like a great guy to me. Haha.

Moving on, yesterday, my parent and I went to attend my bro's 39th Fire Fighting Course, Passing out Parade at the Civil Defence Academy. It was OK. Haha. There was a surprising element but I'm going to keep my mouth shut about it. Hehe. My favourite part was the buffet. I never seen so much food in my life before. It was a fest!

Needless to say, now it's all about projects. Most of them are practical projects which dateline are on January. I want to quickly finish all of them now but my brain does not want to focus. Arrggh.... OK enough about school, tomorrow is a brand new year. 2010!! Yahoo..Yippee..Hooray.. Nah, I ain't partying my life away. That's not me. Anyway, what's your resolution? Yeah you? As for me, I want to be extraordinary. Don't tell me how. I'm still figuring that out. Alright people, let's rule 2010!!

Dear bro, no matter how much you irritates me, I still love you. Yesterday, i saw happiness in your eyes. Happiness that neither you nor me can expressed them in words. It's been a long time since i last saw it. Your little sis(me) is very proud of you. I want to say that I've been a good little sis to you this year but I knew I wasn't. We were both too caught up in our own things and I was too busy with school and stuck in my own routine. I'm very sorry. Your teen years will be over soon so be a man. A man with ambition and faith. Momma, daddy and I loves you and will always be behind you. You'll always be in my prayers. Can't wait for you to return home!

Dear stranger, my bro told me you've been asking about me. You were part of my past so why are you back? But I have to say, that you still look dashing good after all this years. I could fall for you all over again. Shit.

Dear officer, no matter what you do, you can't kicked people! Don't let your pride gets to your head. I have what you fear most so don't test me, old man. When you hurt one of my member, you hurt me too, and funny cause I feel the pain twice harder. Your title made you a faithless and thoughtless creature. That's just plain sad. I don't ever want to be like you.

Dear God, thank you for all the highs and lows cause without them I won't be who I am today.

PARAMORE IN SINGAPORE!!!

2009-12-23T14:47:00.009+08:00

Hey guys. I know my blog sort of frozen to death. I'm so sorry about that. I wasn't feeling my best after I came back from camp. Well, I have fallen sick again. Shoot. I can't believe it. Must be the change of environment that causes me to be in this miserable state. But I'm taking care of myself so no worries. I'll probably be back to my old self in a few more days. Right at this moment, I'm glad it's the holiday! I'm always looking forward to holiday. It's only a two weeks break but if it means to be able to go out and take my mind off from school, I'm on it. Common test have ended and I have this gut feeling that I can pass the test. But like what my momma always say, 'Don't be overconfident'. Anyway, only the official results can determine whether I'm satisfied with my own results. During that period, besides mugging hard for the papers, I hangout with a bunch of my poly friends. They were like my anti-stress pills. I recalled vividly the times I laughed like a crazy woman when I'm in their presence although I was sick and tired from last night mugging. After sitting for my last paper, I watched New Moon again at West Mall with Hakim. That boy is a great accompany. The first time that I watched New Moon, the only thing that I could recall were Bella's great sense of fashion and the beautiful music played in the movie. Now that I watched it again, I understood the storyline better. Haha. Oh yes, did you heard about Paramore band coming down to Singapore!! My reaction were priceless. I can't believe they are coming so early. Sadly though, I won't be going. My momma and I sat down and we had a talk about it and I'm going to be a good daughter by respecting her decision. I know I'm going to regret it for my whole entire life but at least I'm going to other concert. SI concert yo!! haha. My dearest friend, Syahirah, got free tickets to SI concert and she's bringing the Dynamic girls along. Sweet. My momma had given me the green light since she knew that I was upset for not being able to go to the Paramore concert. She knew I'm a Paramore's hardcore fan so last Monday, she bought me their new album. Finally!! So yeah, I don't think there's a need to know what I've been doing lately. Moving on, I, Syarinna Mohd, miss my bestie and bro a lot. Bestie, my face is what cha gonna see the first thing when you come back to Singapore this Friday. haha. Make plans lar, gerlfren!! It's been quite some time since we went out. As for my bro, I miss him load too. I'm sorry for not saying goodbye last week because I just came back from camp and was feeling very exhausted and I slept. Only my parent were the ones at the front door waving goodbye to him. Dear God, I feel so bad. I'll make up for it alright. Hmm, what else.. this week I have to go back to school again. Boring. I'll be doing my CATS project with my team mates. I really admire their initiative. I mean everyone in the holiday mood and my team mates are already thinking about starting to do the project. Alright guys, I'll be there. Last but not least, do look out for my next entry where I'll be posting a very long entry regarding the camp that I went last Friday. I enjoyed it tremendously and I want to share it with you guys about it. Alright, I hope my dear friends out there are having a fantastic time during the holiday. OK folk, I'm out. (but not for long =D )

Finally a post!

2009-12-10T12:23:00.006+08:00

Sorry I've been abandoning you, Blog spot. Common test in three more days and I still have not revise my school work. Baik sungguh. Tomorrow, I'll be having my Human Factor presentation at 9am and I will have the rest of the hours doing revision until class start at 2pm. The only thing that I'm looking forward to are the 2 weeks of holidays. Anyway, my week have been exhausting. I swear the coming days are going to be rough. Well, I shall stop here. I promise to blog more during the holidays. Bye!

New moon Outing

2009-12-07T11:38:00.009+08:00

'NEW MOON'

THE CATHAY

5/12/2009

effect from it

2009-11-26T17:49:00.001+08:00

It kills me to know that the consequences of it could break me apart and that I have to pretend to be so strong when I'm in my weakest state. Knowing that a sudden gush of wind could knock me down. Knowing that I have to trust my own instinct if I can't take it no more. Knowing that my body condition is not normal. Knowing that falling asleep would be a pain. It kills me to be in this state.

sick puppy

2009-11-23T08:58:00.006+08:00

My throat is in extreme pain. I think I'm going to have sore throat. Rinna, please don't fall sick! Common test is around the corner and no way am I going to miss any class. :(

Life's getting tougher and i'm getting weaker. That's not right.

break it

2009-11-20T13:28:00.000+08:00

I'm loving the weather lately. The sun is up but the ground is still wet and the atmosphere is so cooling. I can have the advantage to wear layers to school. Today was daddy day off so he sent me off to Woodland Interchange. I appreciate it a lot, daddy! Tomorrow, I got attachment with badminton club. I'm ready to whack and smack and serve and.. OK stop it. haha. Yesterday, was a long day for me. After school, I had two different project discussion to attend. Phew! Thankfully, everything went perfectly fine. Then, Syahirah joined me after discussion and we were at school til 7pm. Today, I got 2 hours of break, so I'm currently chatting with Shuheerah through MSN. =DD Right shushu?? hehe. Later on, I got class till 5pm. I feel so exhausted! I kept yawning non-stop in class lately. Haha. Well, there's nothing much i can do about it. Ok, I'm done right here.

school + friends = fun

2009-11-16T08:53:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since I last wrote in. I've been busy with school and friends. Anyway, life have been a blessing and I thank God for that. It's the start of week five which mean today is Monday!! And the next thing you know, it's Friday again. Phew!! Moving on, last weekend, it was all about eating, studying and practising yoga non-stop. Last Saturday, I did spent my afternoon with bestie and I had a pleasant time with her. Back at home, dad never fail to make me laugh so hard when he is studying Mandarin. I managed to have a small chat with bro when he was sweating while ironing his CD uniform. Today, I'll be having the usual classes till 7pm. Another Phew!! haha. It will be tiring but fun. That's pretty much it people. Have a nice week ahead of you. Bye.

hello new life!

2009-11-08T12:44:00.008+08:00

I swear I had a huge grin on my face when I heard someone shouted out 'DIK DIK' when i stood outside the front door house last Friday. That botak guy lah. Haha. Oh, one really funny thing, my dad and bro were having a conversation about muscle, so I showed my arm muscle to dad and I got an approval look from him. Then i continued by saying that I got it just by carrying my laptop to school. My answer really tickled him. Then, he showed me other ways of carrying the laptop instead of holding it still and it was really hilarious. Weekend wise, nothing much except spending time with my beloved family and getting my homework done. Next weekend will be exciting because there will be a Dynamic Girls outing. I'm looking forward to that. Alright people, I'm OUT.

"Obviously now, people are going to make fun or judge your flaws and differences. But in a long run, as you grow up, those flaws and differences are going to be the most attractive things about you. All those unique features are going to make you stand out from the normal looking, average people out there. So don't change yourself for the sake of others but learn to accept your flaws."

LLLLLAAAAPPPTTTOPPPP crash down the hill....

2009-10-31T13:13:00.024+08:00

Oh my! I still recalled the look of people faces when i told them that my laptop had to be reformate. Classic. haha. But on a serious note, it's not fun when your laptop crashed. One problem led to another problem. It's hard to stay calm and collected. I read a friend's blog and found this, 'If life was easy.. Where would all the adventures be?' Yup, I'm having the time of my life. No. My weekend would be spent visiting the Computer Service Centre to get every Microsoft file downloaded back in my laptop. But i did learnt a lesson from this painful incident, that is to at least upload all important files like nostalgia pictures, school projects/file in the thumb drive/memory card. Never trust your PC/laptop. Until now i'm still quite unsure, how and why my laptop went haywire. Lately, besides worrying non-stop about my laptop, I did studying and a whole lot more of studying. A typical student life. The good thing is my sleep pattern improved. Everyday, when my body hits the bed, I was dead. No, a baby sleeping to be precise. Well obviously, since I've been waking up at 5 almost daily. haha. God knows how much effort and time i sacrificed for my laptop. Alright people, enjoy your weekend. Me signing off at NP's atrium on a Saturday evening. Goodbye =)

Monday blues be gone

2009-10-25T17:57:00.007+08:00

Oh my god!! It's been quite some time since i last write in. Well, actually I had a lot of stuff to talk about but i just don't have the time to blog about it. Everything has been very overwhelming. School have reopened so that could explain why. My schedule is insane. It's only the first week of school and i already have assignment and project to complete. As for tomorrow, i have CATS class, badminton and aerobics. Can't wait to fuel my creativity for 2 hours in CATS class and doing sport for the next 4 hours. I guess no more Monday blues for me. I think I'm going to keep today entry short and simple to get plenty of rest and to continue with revising. Goodbye.

brand new eyes tour intro

2009-10-17T20:36:00.006+08:00

Paramore - Brand New Eyes Tour Intro

so your father told you once
that you were his princess
you wont see the castle
you cannot find your prince
now you've grown a lot
and your dresses don't fit right
your daddy's not a hero
he stole your chariot

so here you are in pieces
trying to prove to us its real
the softness of your smile
and the lies you want to feel
the scales beneath your skin
are showing off today
there's evil in your heart
and it wants out to play

there's evil in your heart
and it wants out to play
there's evil in your heart

and I have made a home here, for me,
you'll burn it down with your fantasy

the power of music...

Foxy gerl

2009-10-16T21:04:00.008+08:00

Hi there! I had a blast yesterday.Thank bestie. We had fun yeah! Our 1 day fat burner program went perfectly fine until it starts to pour in the evening. Luckily in the morning, we already ran at the stadium and we also fit in some stretches and sun salutations yoga. After that, we had to go our separate way because she had to accompany her mother to Marsiling and i have to go to Woodland Mart. In the evening, we met up again to play badminton. However, we only had a short badminton game cause it starts to pour heavily. And that's where it ends. Now, my arms and legs are aching. I bet yours too bestie!! I see sight of muscle. Alright, it's working. hehe. Then, around afternoon, my parent and I went to town. It was fun! We did a little shopping and momma was so sweet cause she treat me by buying for me a Fox's top. Thank momma! Speaking of Fox, their winter clothing are so pretty!! I went to the Bugis Juction outlet. On the other hand, my bro is back! Yahoo! haha. I felt like i waited a long time for him to come back. We talk a bit and then he dozed off. Last but not least in two more days, school reopen. Yawn! haha. My class timetable is crazy. Oh god. I can't stop complaining about it. Anyhow, I hope to get along well with everyone and everything that is related to school. Alright people, that's pretty much it. Bye for now.

rainbow tree

2009-10-16T20:22:00.005+08:00

I'm not sure whether it's old stuff or what, but i received it through my email few days ago and i really like it. It's called 'Rainbow Tree'. If you have not heard of it, read on and be inspire..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Well said! So dear loved ones, spread love and kindness all around y'all, live life passionately and to the fullest, yea!! =DD

falling down...

2009-10-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

heart pizza

2009-10-13T16:59:00.017+08:00

twinkle twinkle little star

2009-10-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

universe

2009-10-11T14:49:00.001+08:00

LJS

2009-10-08T15:36:00.007+08:00

I just ate Long John Silver. My favourite! Weather wise, I love it. It's freezing cold as it was raining cats and dogs in the morning. I was awoke by the loud roaring thunder. Another no schedule day. Lately, there's been a lot of noise regarding the changes of class for the second semester. I have nothing much to comment about this but i do feel a little upset cause I've gotten use to T1B1's friendly and positive atmosphere. But i love changes so we'll just have to see how it goes.Yesterday, bro came back and he was sick. Poor bro. Momma had to bring him to the clinic while i was happily playing badminton with bestie. Aha. Didn't know it was that serious but still he went to camp this morning. So, nothing to worry about. Alright, me signing outta here.

a runner is born

2009-10-08T13:36:00.006+08:00

I excerpt this article from my number 1 favourite book, titled, Breathe, yoga for teens. The book is wriiten by Mary kaye chryssicas. This is one my favourite part of the book because it talks about running.

Running Wild (pg 84)

...Every chance you get, you should run wild. Run wild through an open meadow, the beach, or a snowy field. (sadly no snow in s'pore) Enjoying the little moments makes life seem simpler. Running in your neighbourhood is also a great way to take in the seasons and become familiar with your community. Live passionately: Get out! Breathe! And remember, you are powerful, fast, explosive! (wink2)

Running feels great because it's wild and free-but start right by making the time to prepare your body and stretch your muscles after running. Strength is beautiful in girls-both mental and physical. ( absolutely agree!!) Take time to take pride in that strength and care for your muscles. stretch them long and lean.There's no stopping you now.

my bebeh

2009-10-07T13:51:00.008+08:00

I think it was the bed position change that made me slept like a baby last night. If you read my earlier entry i haven't gotten any goodnight sleep lately. So, if anyone out there has a similar problem like me, try changing your bed position, it can does wonders to your night. haha.. Anyway i have not plan my schedule for today, but I'm pretty sure i will not be going out. Yesterday, i went to the local library to do some reading and borrow books on my own. So probably, today I'm gonna spent reading them and if the weather's fine, I'm going for a run. Yesterday also, bro was back unexpectedly but he was already at camp this morning. So little time with him. sigh. My momma is a busy woman lately.Can you believe she had yoga class this morning and aerobic class yesterday? Never judge a book by it's cover. Okay momma, you're awesome and you know that i love you very much. OK, back to reality. Bye bye.

Comel

2009-10-04T22:06:00.008+08:00

Dear kucing, you are hypnotising me with those eyes of yours. Please, be mine =)

Duduk cam gitu ehk, tak sopan btol!! haha

An article i came across to..

....kecantikan bergantung pada gaya hidup, tahap kesihatan, pemikiran dan kejiwaan. Seseorang yang sentiasa tenang, damai, sihat, lapang fikiran, tidak menyimpan perasaan negatif terhadap sesiapa, memelihara wuduk dan sembahyangnya, dikatakan dapat memancarkan seri pada wajahnya :D

Excerpt from Jelita's Magazine (thank momma!!)

what do you say?

2009-10-02T21:49:00.008+08:00

Today, I stayed at home cause i felt oddly tired. Must have been from yesterday running and also badminton with bestie. Now, my body is aching. Some more, i have ulcer in my mouth. Arrg.. told you i can't handle spicy food but still you made me finished up my food. It is so painful! Momma told me to put margarine. But i tend to lick it and now its gone. Can't help it. So yummy. heheh.. My sleepless night still continue. I have not get any good night sleep lately. Hmm....whatever. On a bright side, my bro is back.. Hooray!! Now i know how lonely it can get when you are an only child. I don't like it. The house were echoed with his voice. He bought back his fire fighter's helmet and i look retarded when i had it on. Hahah. It was so funny. Oh..one latest update, every Monday on school day, my class will start from 1 till 5. An afternoon class. I still prefer the old timetable which was a morning class as I rather wake up at 5 in the morning and having the whole afternoon to myself after class. But we'll see how this goes. Ok, that's pretty much it. Bye :)

what do you say to taking chances?

what do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's a solid ground below

or a hand to hold

or hell to pay

what do you say?

GLEEK

2009-10-01T22:53:00.013+08:00

My latest obsession:
GLEE

want me back

2009-09-30T21:36:00.007+08:00

Rinna like this (thumb up)
you take my pic, i take yours too

Boss want me back!!! Crazy or what!! I met her at AMK hub's Fox, today. It was a coincidence. I didn't even noticed her but she was so cool to approach my momma and I, and said , "Hi, may I help you?' I swear i was freaking out. She still recalled my face after so many months. How sweet is my boss =) She took out her cellphone to take down my number but I told her to give her number to me instead. I don't know whether i should take her offer because school going to start soon and my main priory right now is study. But the thought of the income is so tempting. Hmm..i think about it first yea. Anyway, today i didn't go for a run as i usually does. But i did make my momma go to AMK and then Yishun with me. It was boring but i needed to get out from this town for a while and i swore that was the best decision i ever made cause now i felt so much better. Alright then, I'm done here.

2009-09-30T14:37:00.004+08:00

I'm having sleepless night lately and i don't know why. Maybe deep inside i know why but I just don't feel like telling it all.

I hate this.

Jalan Raya 2009

2009-09-29T14:56:00.055+08:00

JALAN RAYA 2009 =D
Like it?? Easy. Click, copy, paste.
See you guys at the next Lebaran =)))

after 7

2009-09-27T23:02:00.011+08:00

Your secret are safe with me ;))

when you have something special with someone, the whole world does not have to know about it
- Selena Gomez

=DD

that girl in the band

2009-09-26T13:21:00.009+08:00

First and foremost, thank you to YouTube for delivering the latest and only the latest songs from Paramore new album, BNE. I promise i will not download illegally any of the new songs from the Internet. But I will wait patiently until the album arrive in Singapore and i will purchase it. This one is dedicated for my love for music.(Thumb-up!!)

1]Careful - With its explosive intro, its a great start to the new album. Expect killer drum, sick guitar and angry lyrics in it. I have to admit it's a mind blowing instrumental piece.

2]Ignorance - There are a lot of angry song in this album. So, this is one of it. The deep lyrics tells it all.

3]Playing god - One of my favourites!! It has a lovely, upbeat sound to it and the lyrics are so beautiful!! Josh's vocal (lead guitarist) contribution, near to the end of the song, were refreshing and engaging.

4]Brick by boring brick - Another great instrumental piece with mind blogging lyrics. Hayley sounded strong here. I especially loved the strong outro also.

5]Turn it off - Firstly, I loved the chorus. Lyrics were gorgeous. This song really tested Hayley's fantastic vocal ranges where she started out calm and collected and soon she was screaming out her voice in the middle of the song. Awesome.

6]The only exception - This song is slowly growing on me. It's almost acoustic so it really showed off Hayley's gorgeous voice. Probably the most beautiful song in this album. The lyrics are gorgeous also. Rumour has it that this song was dedicated to Hayley's boyfriend, Chad. The guy is the lead singer from the band, Jimmy eat world. Sweet =D

7]Feeling sorry - A rocking good song with lyrics people can easily relate to.

8]Looking up-A young and upbeat song. Cool lyrics ;)

9]Where the lines overlap- A feel good song with great instrumental, The piano outro was unique and refreshing. Finally, a happy lyrics.

10]Misguided ghosts - An acoustic piece. Almost indie kind of music genres. Different style of music from Paramore. It has a mature sound with meaningful lyrics. Hauntingly beautiful.

11]All i wanted -One word, emotional. Hayley sounded extra amazing here. Simply gorgeous lyrics. A perfect song to end the album.

To summarize, the songs are all beautifully well-written. The album tells a story. Besides that, BNE sound much more mature and different from the last album, Riot. Most of the instrumental pieces are so well put together and sound absolutely brilliant. Hayley's vocal just keep getting better and stronger. She knows how to sound good even in different genres. A must have album of the year =DD Gotta to have it, ppl!!

Content!

2009-09-24T23:51:00.004+08:00

On cloud nine =)=)=)

Title not available

2009-09-21T23:26:00.008+08:00

This is going to be a long entry. I don't mind if you want to read it or not. But you have to know one thing. That typing works like therapy to me. And I'm not crazy for doing this. I just feel really good letting my deepest feeling out sometimes. I don't know how to begin but i feel a huge urge to let this one out. I really don't know. I'm in turmoil over this situation. I kept this problem as a secret for so many months now but after last two days incident, i know i have to talk about it. I need to let my emotion out on the dilemma I'm facing. So here it goes... I'm not a perfect human being. I have my own flaws. But i always make it a compulsory to perform this belief in my daily life which is to be a good person and treat every human being with kindness. To me, there are no such thing as having an enemy and I don't regard anyone as my enemy. Even though there are some who tried to make my life difficult or misery, i would talk it out to my trust/loved ones. and then I'm so over it. I don't live in this world to hate. I don't have the time to spread hatred to other people. So if you think i hate you, well, i think you did too much judgement cause i don't and i never will. And if there are any haters or people out there who regard me as their enemy, oh well you know what, i don't want to know about it cause i don't really care and if you come around here, i still treat you like every person i met, and that is with kindness. Most of these people left scars that faded with time but for these particular person she left a permanent scar in me. I know it's so sad. But life like that. I can't please everyone. There are going to be people who will not like me for who I am or I don't know for whatever reason. You know, I'm a girl, I can sense these jealousy and hatred kind of feeling. I trust my intuition. No doubt, these people makes you feel really bad about yourself and they have a negative vibe every time you are around them. They make you feel that you are at the most lowest point of your life. It's obvious. I felt that way every time she's around. I try being a friend to her, try talking, try everything but seriously this person, i don't know what's her problem and I'm sick and tired of trying, and getting pain in return. It's such a sad situation cause you know, as girls we should be looking out for one another, helping out each other and strengthening our sisterhood bond despite the fact that we are strangers. so school was out many weeks ago and i felt like an escape prisoner. Don't get me wrong. I loved school. School has been good to me. Its just by knowing the fact that i never have to see her face or feel her cold presence anymore during these period of time that I felt happy. Really happy. Life was kind and I got her totally out of my mind and I enjoyed my time with my loved ones until the night before Raya festive. Out of the blue, she text me. I'm not going to type down the whole message that she sent me. It's confidential and I respect her privacy. But, obviously, it was a festive related message. Anyway what i can say is that she acknowledged me as her friend which surprised me because we never talk and i never felt like we were friend ever. Stranger, yes. But the thing that got me so mad was that it was a day before Raya and so she took the advantage to seek for forgiveness. At the beginning, she tried to bring me down and when school ends and comes the Festive season, she's seeking forgiveness for all her wrongs. Wow. So, was that part of your entire plan? I mean after all the months of dealing with her attitude almost everyday in school and how she drained me emotionally. It is so unfair for her to put me in this situation, like a text message can make any different to the months of her shits i need to deal with. You got to do more than that girl! So, what exactly was she expecting from me in return, a reply message that says the same thing. Maybe she does really mean what she said and thought that she was really mean to me all along so she had to say her sorry. But come on, this is hard for me, you know. If you were in my shoes, you would understand. I know you guys might say that it is the festive season, i might as well forgive and forget and this is like a small issue and i shouldn't be so dramatic and all that but when i think back on all the stuff that i went through which were related to her, all of the unnecessary pressure, tears, ignorance, cold shoulder, cold look, and the long essay that i wrote down about her to let my anger out once in a while, questions that i kept asking myself with, on why she doin' all these to me and all of it. Do you really think that a return message would compare to it all? I really don't know. maybe this heart is still in a riot so my mind can't think properly. Maybe, i should give myself a bit more time to think wisely. I don't want to rush into things and make silly mistake. Dear God, show me the right path.

You were never a friend to me

You can keep all your misery

hearts don't lie

2009-09-18T22:10:00.008+08:00

18 September 2009. So the time has come and it's today. Officially, for my 1st semester ECE course final exam, I passed! I'm all smiles. Yippee! I got my result through my cellphone but the more detail one was in my NP mail. Now, i can celebrate Hari Raya with my mind at ease. Alright, today most of my time were spent cleaning the house. Besides that, my bro just got back from his camp. So yeah, that's pretty much it, since last few days, i have been out and about. Today entry kinda short. How sad. My mind a little lazy to think now :P Goodnight to you.

beautiful life

2009-09-17T21:41:00.011+08:00

Dear Syahirah, the cake was so scrumptious!! Haha.That was mouthful. I loved it gerl!! The nutella rolls are my favourite cause they look and taste so Sedap.. Thank you, darlin!

I miss my CCA!!! (sobsob) and I mostly miss my hyper and preety ladies =P

The very awesome, talented gerl who turned 18 last few days, Shuheerah Rosli =)=)

My Macho bro going NS. The man in black is my beloved father.

Breaking fast with my two best pal, Shaawani and Fazilah =D

Bald men??

2009-09-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

Hey folk :D My bro just went back to camp after breaking fast.He look
very handsome in his civil defence uniform but not his bald haircut.
haha. He won't be coming home untill this friday.So yea, another weekdays
without him. I think i'm getting use to this. Today, was ordinary. I practised
yoga, play with my hair and by late evening ,i was at the field.
Dad wasn't there to accompany me like he usually does. But there was a random
dude playing football all by himself, so at least i was not alone. Actually,
i don't mine being alone. Been there done that and it was a nice experience.
Anyhow, i brought a book along and spent reading, surrounded by the greenary
grass under the big blue skies.Sweet.Right now, i'm in another world. The
game world. I'm at my favourite game site which is the Escape Games 24. I can
never find my own escape to any of the thousand escape games here but i don't
mind because the games are so much fun. Tomorrow, my dad and I would probably
go to granny's house to send some Hari Raya treats and after that, buy paint
for the living room because i think the living room's wall need a new fresh
coat of paint. Time to get dirty. Alright folk, back to my games. Bye.

2009-09-12T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hey people. I have watched I love you, Beth Cooper and I have one word to say,its 'Hilarious'!
The movie was so much fun from start till end and I swear the whole audience were enjoying themselves.
Obviously, it is a teenage flick where the geek gets the girl. I give it a 4 out of 5. Yeah!

when night falls.

2009-09-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

Somehow, somewhere the spotlight dimmed and the crowds slowly die away. The night light crawled in and every soul cautiously removed their mask and put their act away. Back to the room, to the same, old, four walls, that know every intimate detail of your life. They are your witnesses, to your every night prayers before you close your eyes to shut the world down. But I was left wondering if you ever fit in a moment to think about what we had and what we were before? Do you ever wish for a miracle that tomorrow I would appear down your path? Or had you buried all our memories deep down the ground? Will you recognize me if fate were to put us walking side by side in another forgettable path with strangers? Do you still recall my features? The one that make me stand out from the rest because they never look like any others. Will it still triggers your senses? Am I even in the list of the souls you miss? I wish I knew.

Fantastic four

2009-09-08T11:53:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!! Today was so overwhelming. I was out and about all day and I have a lot of things to talk about so bear with me alright. The proverb,‘Blood is thicker than water' influence the situation I‘ve been through today. They are my foundation, my rock, my everything. Who I’m referring to? Well, to my beloved family. Early morning today, the four of us were in a taxi. Our destination? ‘Civil Defense Academy’. Reason is simply to send my brother off for his first civil defense recruitment. Well, at first, I was reluctance to go because I was not feeling my best last two days as I was down with running nose which was so bad that I had many sleepless nights which resulted to rapid change of body temperature which was hot and cold and it went on like that forever and of course the very unnecessary headache. Phew!! I'm really sick, huh. Adding to the lists of sickness was stomachache. That one was super random. To simplify everything, I was basically rotting in bed. Haha. Oddly, today, I was feeling so much better and furthermore I cannot miss this very important moment in my brother life. Thank god for that. The building itself is huge and the atmosphere just scream ‘Playground’. Well, that's my personal opinion. It does feel like an all boys’ school, with the high ceiling canteen , lots of rooms which are bedroom and I mistaken them for classroom, really cool physical exercise outdoor corner and there are even medical centre. The whole briefing section was simple and short. Just the way I like it. It took probably less than 2 hours. And if you get bored easily like me, there are plenty of good-looking guys to check out. That one not random ok. I’m serious. Haha Something that freaks me out was when we were ushered to several booth at different blocks and at one particular block, just behind it, there was a landscape view of tombstone. I was wondering what it doing right there when my dad explained to me that it was a cemetery. Hmm.. Moving on, there was a very heartfelt moment between my mum and my brother, the fact that regardless of their age gap, they have a very close and intimate relationship. We said our goodbye and left him with the others around evening and make our way to Johor Bahru to get some Hari Raya kuih muih :DD It was tiresome but I love looking at kuih muih so it was not bad. Finally, we end our day, by breaking fast at old woodland checkpoint. Man, it’s was a long day. Okay that’s it for now; I’m giving my eyes their deserving rest. Byebye.

(psst..blogspot is pissing me off for not being able to upload pictures which i wanna show it to u guys.. if this goes on, then i might have to quit blogspot and change to a better ones like Onsugar..)

He got soul.

2009-09-04T00:50:00.006+08:00

10 minute to 1am. Yikes! And I'm still so alive. Today I went to break fast with my secondary school friends. Anyway, i had fun playing at the playground and meeting my gerlz. Ok, currently I'm listening to Elliot Yamin music and all I've got to say is that I'm in love with this guy. His songs are amazing but right now i kept replaying his song called 'Don't be afraid' and 'You say'. I love both song and the lyrics. :) Go hear it!!! Ok other random stuff, it is me or is this place dead? Personally, i love silence but definitely not on my blog. Don't worry people, i will get this sort out ones i figure out how to put my music play list in my blog. Ooo..last but not least, i want to go shopping! ! First store will be FOX. I came across a catalog in a magazine which featured their new winter clothing and i spot some really cool and nice tops. So, i just got to check it out. Hm...ok that's it i guess. With hear from me soon :D

My soldier

2009-09-01T16:45:00.007+08:00

My days have been indulged with books and music ever since exam ends. I'm avoiding all social scene as to spend more time with my beloved family. My bro going NS next week and I'm so unsure of how to handle this situation(without his presence). Man, home going be awkwardly quiet without him. Surprise, surprise so you were excepting the younger one (me) to be the noisy brat but in our case its the opposite. He's the loud one with ego totally out of my control. He got a one of a kind, voice that can be heard from the kitchen's balcony till my room. I always get fed-up with it. Anyway, enough with the negative side, yesterday, i help him clean up his room which took up most of our afternoon. His room went through a serious makeover. Expired item, not one but two old recorders, an old but really cute briefcase are some of the items we found. I kept thinking, in a few more days his room going be empty and no more of his voice echoing in my head. Okay, I'm in a very shitty situation now. Let move on to other things. Tomorrow onwards my schedule running high, people. So, I'm looking forward to that. Okay, I will write in more later or some other days. For now, i'm gone :D

The ron clark story

2009-08-27T01:00:00.009+08:00

I know it's an old film. I think it was released in 2004. But I watched it last2 weekend at Channel 5 and I love it!! Now, it's in my list of favorite films ever.:D It's such an engaging, moving and very inspirational story. Matthew Perry plays the lead role as the teacher and he's brillant in it. The film is based on a true event so it's worth watching if any one of you out there have not heard about the film. Ron clark who does exist in real life, well..obviously..can be seen and heard in his inverview at Youtube. Such an amazing person and teacher like the ones i have back in my school days:))

This is when all the fun begins

2009-08-25T00:31:00.011+08:00

Hello people! Exams are finally over. Well, for my case at least. Phew! I feel like I’ve been waiting forever for this moment to come, where I can throw my school stuff aside.. get a goodnight sleep and wake up late the next day.. get back with my old friends and forget about the new ones for a while.. go online, update my blog which I am doing right now and probably change my blog skin if only I knew how, do quizzes at FB.. listen to good music all day long..stare into blank space..go anywhere(my family planning to go back Malaysia..im lukin 4ward to that one)or go insane..participate outside event..tidy up my room..watch Criminal minds and The Mentalist(Has Fringe start yet?) and any new movie..drink HL at the balcony while breathing and admiring the night sky .. Jump..roll..dream..Freeze..and oh, I’m craving for adventures, to spend time with nature and do outdoor activities. I missed the beach!! Alright, that’s it people. I,m done right here. Before i forget, for those who still have exams, three words..All the best!

she's releasing negative vibe to the atmosphere which i find ridicuous and inconsiderate.

Which is the scariest?? Picture 1 or 2? You decide.

2009-08-25T00:25:00.004+08:00

HAaHaA..everyone LOVE shu2!!

Intensive studying

2009-08-18T22:46:00.001+08:00

Mind on exam, exam on mind.

My heart goes out to you.

2009-08-10T00:54:00.010+08:00

I which i could save you from the misery and sadness you're in right now.

I saw your sad eyes this evening and you said the saddest things ever.

The problem I'm facing is nothing as compared to yours.

and i realized how i missed your daily humor and your sweet laughter today

I knew you tried to be strong but something must have gone wrong

because you left without saying goodbye.

Your brother were glancing and smoking away.

It's the only way that kept him from slipping away.

But it frightened me to see him this way.

I guess life must have been a little harsh on you lately.

You're such a good boy and i know well that this is true.

Oh how i wish i could take away your pain.

A rare gem indeed. ..In this century where every boys smoke and have an ego so high and thought their parents were uncool..you were so unlike them:)

OneBeeOne!!!

2009-08-07T22:51:00.008+08:00

We were sitting and standing on tables just to get everyone in a class photo through a tiny web-cam.(our teacher dont mine at all..he even suggest some guys to stand on chairs to get in the picture) Lucky me get to sit on a table.For your infor, there are 4 people not in the picture. They were either absent or fell off the tables at the back. aha.

This was supposed to be a mean shot but someone at the back ruined it.

Crazy people at the back.Those are the class clowns. Zoom at the back, we got monkeys in the class.Lol.

Girl Power!!!

2009-08-07T01:51:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow, after an hour of lecture class, i'm going eat sushi with a couple of my friends. Then, i'm going to attend aerobics club and end my weekday watching an all-girls soccer match between NP and RP. In between time, i will fit in more self-revision. Yup, tomorrow gonna be a long freaking day which i'm really looking forward too.

(Still guarded..not talking..still stubborn as always..my cold stone heart.)

Why am i so prone to this?

2009-08-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

Just today, i felt safe and protected when you are near me.
There's this familiar but unexplainable rush, where the heck did it came from?
why do you look at me like that? I can't read you.
Was it today, that you ask my doubt and help me out.
oh god, i could not believe it was you.
But still i don't trust you. Never will i trust you. Just not yet.
My wise and guarded heart sense jealousy from her and some others.

power that..power this

2009-08-01T02:15:00.005+08:00

Time: 0215am

Location: Home's Kitchen

Activity: Studying EL Tech

Reason: Major exam three more weeks away...

Current condition:wide awake thank to nescafe..body warm and sweaty because didn't took yesterday afternoon bath(still got tomorrow to bath wat!)..hungry but got no food in kitchen(wth!)

Next move: continue studying..

Window Crashed, my heart crushed

2009-07-31T23:42:00.004+08:00

Dear lappy,

I gave you plenty of current, so work hard for me. In between my busy schedule, i effortlessly gave you break and not forgetting to scan you with anti-virus every week. Everday, i sacrifice myself just for your own safety. In return, i had bruises and muscleache as i cradle you in my arms. Unfortunately, today you were not well so i had to sent you to the IT service centre where i spent waiting for 2 hours plus, staring into blank space or bombarding the repairman with all sorts of question and concern, just to get you running back as per normal again. Beforehand i had plan to use my precious time to study in the library. In conclusion, do work hard for me like i work hard for you.

Yours Sincerely,

Owner's lappy

(won't be sleeping till tomorrow)

And the week starts right now...

2009-07-27T12:35:00.014+08:00

I woke up 5am today. Oddly, i managed to stay vigilant and attentive during the four hours class lesson. Kudos to me! Now, as usual, I'm at the library, in the academic area,(if any one finding me, i,m at level 4 okay!) in one of those tiny studying shelf popularly known as pigeon hole. hahah. There is some kind of acoustic performances at the atrium which can be heard from my place. Anyway, school wise, i have two test this week. One on engineering mechanics which they called 'Viva' based on practical and the other is A-math on chapter complex number. Both paper are held tomorrow. Just my luck. hahah. Anyhow,I have finished Monday class but i did not make my journey home because i wanted to finish my math online assignment first before heading home. Last but not least, i've been listening songs from a talented musician named 'Marie digby' on Youtube. I sincerely think that she is such an amazing songwriter as her music is so beautifully written. Furthermore, her music is mainstream, not lame pop but alternative and new sound genres. Her voice is strong in an angelic way. Do yourself a favour and listen to her tracks from her new album such as Feel, Breathing underwater, Overboard and many more great tracks. I make up my mind to support her music by purchasing her new album titled, 'Breathing underwater' real soon. As for you guys, check her out and see if you like her music too:))

Bridesmaids

2009-07-27T12:16:00.012+08:00

My selections

2009-07-24T14:54:00.004+08:00

SOE Elective Preference Ranking

(my selections)

1] Human Factors

2] Hospitality Management

3] Operating systems and networking

4] Workstation hardware/software

FRIDAY NIGHT

2009-07-24T14:40:00.003+08:00

Patiently,waiting for the time to past by..and then at late afternoon i will be exercising my butt off at the school's gym and finished my Friday night by cheering for the seniors' running team at the stadium. Okay,if they need any extra runner, i,m here, man. haha. Right now, i,m with my guys classmates, waiting until 330pm because we have EECAD test to attend. Damn, another practical test!(Die lah seh..haha)

Don't you dare bring me down

2009-07-21T14:39:00.005+08:00

Wohoooo... I'm in the library right now with all my classmates..hehe..freakin noise in here.. i just completed my ELtech practical test . It was easy. hahah.. lucky me. Also, EG1 quiz 3 was not bad at all.. okay my week is definitely looking up. Can't wait for aerobic class tomorrow because i will be wearing my new FunOnFoot t-shirt. Yeah!

stay this way 4ever

2009-07-19T20:00:00.001+08:00

Probably one of the best weekend ever!!...:))

Hardship

2009-07-17T19:34:00.004+08:00

Today was terrible.

I had a ridiculous reason for it

Next week i have five test.

Two of them are practical.

I felt you, hardship.

Situations!!

2009-07-13T20:52:00.011+08:00

Today was a truly awful day. Firstly, I was late for my class. Moveover, my group CQ presentation were not satisfying. Right at the beginning, I already inform my teammates to meet up and discuss the project earlier however everyone were stubborn and minding their own business. As a result, yesterday, we did the project last minute. By the way, it was a day before the actual presentation. End up, one of our member had high fever and she did not even inform me if i did not text her. Anyway, our leader email the complete presentation around 1+am when everyone had gone off to sleep when he promised us that he will send it before 11pm. Seriously, the final product were not satisfying at all. It was wordy..no creativity and no mini survey which I told the leader to put it up on the slides but he did nothing about it. I had to admit that i was so frustrated and disappointed with the project and my teammates' attitude but i did not show it because i didn't want to cause any unnecessary tension between my teammates. Everyone, especially the guys were freaking out trying to memorize their last minute speech. Shame on you guys. Michelle and i were oddly not nervous at all. I think my nervousness were overcome by my frustation. Thank god, i was the first speaker and i went through the first 4 slides which was a breeze. I could tell the others were so nervous but thankfully, everyone managed to talk and elaborate on their own slides. This is probably not the best way to start the week. As usual, another week, another battle to fight.

A beautiful letdown

2009-07-10T20:38:00.007+08:00

I want to believe that I've seen nothing

And That my mind was playing tricks on me

But i,m not blind and my vision don't lie

So what i had witnessed, does hurt a lot.

The days were rough and overwhelming

Nothing went right and everthing's a mess

I was already badly wounded, emotionally

Blamed it on the cold world i,m living in

I came undone and heart unguarded

shocked and disappointment soon filled my soul

So here's my breakdown and realization

I'm accompanying them with tears and pain

so fast and so sure, it was to much to handle

how could something so promising ended up so tragic

and it started fine and ended too soon

hands on my face now as my eyes blurred

and my weakness is exposed through the naked eyes

Nobody knows, Nobody care

Nobody felt, what i felt that day

Nobody understood, why i felt this way.

15 minutes to 1pm

2009-07-05T01:19:00.010+08:00

Today i turned 18th:)

Still breathing...still living.

Thank God for everything.

IM COMING!!!

2009-07-03T15:05:00.008+08:00

YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YESYES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!
YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!

Give me an A!!!

2009-06-30T18:53:00.009+08:00

Just thinking about the month of July freaks me out. I have several numbers in my mind right now and they are not any random numbers but important dates of event which i have to remember by hard. Basically, I'm trying to keep myself steady and not fall off the track. But you know what, clumsy me, had fallen already. Read on.. Seriously, if i could quit one module it would be practical. Why oh why am i such a loser in practical?? Knowing that i screwed up big time for my practical test paper, does not do any good to me. I should do something about it before my sarcastic practical lecturer chase after me. If only i can bring the oscilloscope, power supply, function generator and all the coloured wires and resistors back home, i would probably get a pass grade or some digit. Just got my engineering mech and EG1 common test paper back today. Engineering mech got A1 and EG1 got B4. I felt so relieved for my EG1 paper because its A-math and this is my first time taking A-math test paper. I only took E-math during secondary school. So i want to take this opportunity to say a big thank you to my bestie for helping me out with some of the A math topic because it paid off. Tomorrow my classmates and I will be getting back our ELtech paper and I want an A1 or A2 at least. Enough with B! Besides that, we will be delivering presentation during lecture lesson. So, I,m praying for a smooth sailing for my group and others too, and especially to me since i got the hardest and the longest part of the PowerPoint slides to explain. haha. Ok, the most anticipating event for tomorrow would be CCA. haha. I can't wait to exercise my butt off! Finally, I got an invitation from my bestie's parent, to help out at one of my bestie's cousin wedding!! My answer would be..........(drum roll pls......).............. on the next entry! heheh..(sori if i disappoint you) Check my blog ok, around this week or next week as i would either put a big NO or YES on the next entry and that would be my final decision. Now, back to my paper and books. See you when the time is right. (wink2)

All i ever wanted:)

2009-06-27T20:11:00.005+08:00

paramore

brand new eyes

29.09.09

1. Careful

2. Ignorance

3. Playing god

4. Brick by boring brick

5. Turn it off

6. The only exception

7. Feeling sorry

8. Looking up

9. Where the lines overlap

10. Misguided ghosts

11. All I wanted

Gotta go!

2009-06-24T20:39:00.010+08:00

I sort of dragged myself to school today to do my ELtech project. But it turned out to be a smooth sailing for my group member and I and we were done after a few hours. I think my secondary 5 physic textbook did our project justice. Oh no, i,m running out of words to type.Ok bye!

Discussing on our presentation..

Me: Will we get extra points if we memorise our lyrics... LYRICS...?

Everyone: LOL

Meiqi: haha..so we goin' up there and sing huh!

Me: (blushed..blushed..blushed)

headbanging song

2009-06-19T23:07:00.006+08:00

You say the sweetest things and I

Can't keep my heart from singing along to the sound of your song

My stupid feet keep moving to this 4/4 beat, I'm in time with you

Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (die for you)

(Someone stop this)

I've gone too far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along

Someone stop this song, so I won't sing...

I never let love in so I could keep my heart from hurting

The longer that I live with this idea, the more I sink into this 4/4 beat

I'm in time with you

Whoa, to this 4/4 beat I would die for you (stop this song)

I've gone too far to come back from here, but you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

I've come too far to get over you, and you don't have a clue

You don't know what you do to me

Can't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along

Someone stop this song, so I won't sing

Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight

But you won't get to me if I don't sing

It creeps in like a spider

Can't be killed, although I try and try to

Well, don't you see I'm falling?

Don't wanna love you, but I do

(Lovesick melody) Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing along?

(Lovesick melody) Can someone stop this song, so I won't sing?

Your lovesick melody is gonna get the best of me tonight

But you won't get to me, no

You won't get to me 'cause I won't sing

Paramore

Stop This Song (Lovesick Melody) lyrics

Hide me.

2009-06-17T23:17:00.009+08:00

I,m so NERVOUS.............................................................................................

..........................................................................................................................

.........................sorry bout' that. Just need to let em' all out.

OK..i,m outta here.

Ice, Ice, Baby! :)

2009-06-16T20:12:00.015+08:00

Venue: Leisure Park Kallang

'School holiday' timetable

2009-06-15T21:17:00.010+08:00

I am so excited for tomorrow because my close pals and i are going ice-skating!! We planned to skate in the morning so i have to wake up super duper early to meet one of my pal at Woodland MRT before we meet up with the rest at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. After ice skating, we will finish off our evening by completing our EL tech project at Starbucks, at the nearest shopping centre.(take note that I'm not a Starbucks fan) This coming Thursday, I'm going back to school for belly dancing class at my school's gym. On a rare note, I'm looking forward to this more then anything else. Straight away after belly dancing class, i will have to make my way to KK hospital as I will be staying overnight there. My checklist include toothbrush..toothpaste..face towel and extra apparel. I,m still figuring out whether i should take the next morning bath there as bathing in hospital toilet does not sound like a pleasant experience to me. Moving on, I'm keeping my bag pack light and only the essential.

Finally next week, my IS group are meeting up to discuss our IS project at the school's library cafe. We have yet to plan which day. Basically that's what i have in stored for the two week school holiday and not to mention some other small event that are not listed in my brain right now and those that will pop up without permission later on. haahaa..

Oh ya, I'm missing my bestie. Haiz!! She went for family vacation at Melaka yesterday. Hope to see her soon.. though i don't think we could since we got a million things lined up in our way at the moment.. She got project and homework in stacks and also her up coming common test. Gosh!! I've a lot of things to talk to her about like, what i did after my last common test paper..about this amazing guy that I really starting to like and much..much more. Funny because all this typing is making me really sleepy. Now, i better get some shut eye and so should you. I'm ending this entry right at this second.

Countdown..3 more days.

2009-06-08T22:52:00.008+08:00

Hmm..not sure what the buzz is about. I mean the paper was not tough nor easy. I,m pretty sure i,m able to get through this paper. Firstly though, i would like to give myself a pat on the back for not getting the physics equations stuffed inside my brain messed up today. The test were held in the convection centre. They pulled down the concert stage to become an examination hall. All along i thought it was going to be at the lecture hall. Moving on, I have never seen so many unfamiliar faces before and they are all from Engineering division. Anyway, my only concern right now is for tomorrow A-math paper. Ok, I'm keeping this entry short and simple. Back to my revision paper. Lastly, for all those having common test, all the best peeps. May the formulae and equations be with you. Aha.

The Great Depression

2009-06-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

4 more days and then i'm free from stress. Right now, Focus..focus..focus. Ok bye.

Blow out your 18th candles and make a wish

2009-05-30T22:01:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday to my bestie, Nurul Atikah Bte Jumat. May all your wishes and dreams come true. From the bottom of my heart, i want to say a big thank you for your sincerity, trust and being there for me without fail. I,m hoping for many more years of memorable friendship with you.

This and That

2009-05-29T09:24:00.007+08:00

Rise and shine everybody! As usual, I'm the early bird since class starts at 11 but here i am at my school's library before 8. Moving on, its been a while since i update on what have been going on with my life. Believe me, life is like a roller coaster ride with no stop button as there are tons of activities going on right now. School wise, have been a hectic. Common test in two more week. Therefore, i have been doing a lot of studying and memorising. Needless to say, my head have been getting heavier and heavier due to stuffing in of relevant facts, physics equations and math's forces diagram. Its dreadful but acceptable. Quiz and practical test will be launching their attack on me next week. I have to get ready for this war!(not physically painful but mentally painful) CCA wise, AC have organise belly-dancing and heritage fest thingy during the school's break. I have already volunteer to both event with my babes. My babes are awesome bunch of people i tell you. Also, i tried my luck on being the president of AC. Truth is, i have no intention of becoming part of the committee and was happy for my babes who nominated themselves.(syok sendiri ke pe..haahaa) But then, when the president pointed out to me if i would consider it, i was like "Huh? me?'(mcm sotong..i tell ya) The thing is, she only addresses to me out of the others who did not rise up their hand. Now, that's what i called 'Awesome'! haahaa.. Eventually, my name is in the list. Psst, i tried the running track at canteen 2 last Monday. The weather were awfully hot and i got a proof tan out of it and my face were burnt from the intense heat. That day, I had the entire track to myself as it was an early Monday afternoon and no one was in sight. Nonetheless,who will ever run around 12 afternoon! Well, if you are insane like me then you will.(any insane, committed runner lyke me out thre?) It was a great way for me to release my stress from school and home and I'm very much looking forward to the next run.(bring it on) One last thing before i end this entry, yesterday my brother turned 19.(still young n hot..aha) Yup..yup. Its was his birthday. As i am broke at the moment and time is not with me, i text him a long paragraph birthday wish before school and bought him a mini Polar cake after school. Its the thought that counts right.Gosh,I'm going to miss him so much when he enter National Service this year. Make your country proud bro! To my brother, thank you for being the best brother in the whole entire world.(seriously) You have been an amazingly brilliant person.Allah bless you.

Now look this way

2009-05-24T20:11:00.007+08:00

Hey..check out Paramore new songs, Ignorance and When the lines overlap at YouTube. I can't wait for their new album!

Psst..Heat and Head does not go well together.

2009-05-18T14:39:00.020+08:00

This is so unbelievable! I've been struck by the heatwave again. I'm not myself today and something does not feel right or am i still not adapting to the new atmosphere. I'm not sure. In the evening, I was at the woodland regional library trying to study when my head starts to act up again. You can imagine my frustration. I bet there's steam coming out from my head right now(or ear..you decide) and i left my trusty panadol at home. Lady luck, please come and rescue me. Aha.. OK.. moved over headache. Lately, i have been checking out a running track near canteen 2 at my school and all I've got to say is that i have fallen deeply and madly in love with it. Reason is, it has the best location ever. It's located on a hill, a few metres away from the busy highway. The shuttle bus which i take every morning will drive past the running track. I remembered going, 'OMG' on the bus when i first caught the sight of the track. I tried it once actually, early morning, during the aerobics camp and it feels like chasing cars. It was only a short two round run, so my satisfaction were not well-fed. It has the nicest view ever and the most perfect weather in the morning...OK I'm all fired up to run. Haahaa..Before i get too hype up, I planned to use it every Monday after IS class as class ends at 11am every Monday. The only disadvantage is that i have to bring along my track shoes and sport's attire with my IS material. Thinking again, i will not let that be the reason, for not letting me enjoy my long, lost, passion which is running. Another brilliant reason is that I will be looking tone and fit by the middle and end of the week. Who does not want that! Alright people, I'm done right here. Have a good week ahead.

You,me and the fastlane.

2009-05-16T22:44:00.010+08:00

Cars driving through, you stopped me right on track

like a shiny convertible car, i was in too deep

at that moment, only you and me were at the highway

as the sound of your engine roared, i gave you a chase

but no one told me its was going to be a bumpy ride

and scars and bruises were a familiar sight

others come and go, but my wheels are only going after you

Sometimes you go too fast and I'm left behind

and there's time i took you for granted and you were lost at sight

we got so far, trying to avoid accidents and the white uniform man

because we could get a little insane and put ourselves on a risky race

but the time when I'm content, is when you were right beside me

taking our time and watching the world passed us by

They said good thing will not last forever

because when you get tired of this ride

you could just pulled over and changed your route

colours melted away as the night falls again

I,m lost in an empty road, i never saw you again..

Game instruction: Spot me!!

2009-05-15T00:20:00.006+08:00

Kick Da Box (kickboxing team)

2009-05-10T22:53:00.004+08:00

Feeling out of my league.

2009-05-08T19:31:00.008+08:00

Today is probably one of my most embarrassing moment. I will not elaborate any further as i will definitely blushed and you will not like it because i look good when my cheek turns red. heehee..pretty lame..i know. Anyway, I'm furious with a particular person because she knew all along what happened but did not informed me, instead, when i went out, she gave me an evil smile. Seriously,'that', my dear friend, will not help and does not help. Now, i have this vision of her with a note sticks on her forehead with red ink that say 'BEWARE'. I should have knew all along that she was trouble. I,m not putting the blame on anyone nor faith. Giving second thought, I don't mine at all that it happened, at least i got up, do what i had to do and try to forget about it for the rest of the day but it's people like her that makes matter worse. To add up to this, third week of school had been very dreadful. I missed two important day of school because i was down with fever and flu. A bad one. When i got back to school, i experienced killer cramp in lecture class which was so bad i though i could die right at the spot. I took panadol which killed the pain but in a slow and painful process. Unfortunately it left me in a drowsy state and sitting at the front row looking like a zombie is not going to give me a good impression to my lecturer. After all that had been said and done, I'm really hoping for a good week ahead. I will be attending aerobics camp tomorrow so I'm hoping it will turn out well. Okay, i have got to start packing my clothes. Bye bye.

I'm ready for your deadly game.

2009-05-02T22:41:00.009+08:00

How do i get close to you?

when you are the main attention of everyone

when I'm only an audience watching you from far

and when the spotlight hits you, my world fell into complete darkness

you gave me a glance for a second or two

but it was only a temporary feeling that wasn't strong enough.

How do i get close to you?

when she's always around you

and when i almost got so close to you

she blocked my path and take you away from me

and down i go, again.

How do i get close to you?

when the words never come out right and my eyes won't meet yours

and when the world stares at us and my shyness takes over like a storm

when you though it was really nothing when there's actually something.

I,m not complaining and, you know i,m not desperate.

I.m just letting it all out..figuring something out.

You know i could just forget about all this

and that this feeling had never exist.

I could just let it all fade away as easy as ABC

and you could be one of those bad memories that i don't ever want to recall.

and i could find a replacement

as it is just one of those small sweet situations that i find myself in sometime.

Rock N roll

2009-05-01T21:38:00.016+08:00

Someday, i'm going to replace my studded wristband with a Rolex watch. Haahaa.

and of course endless shots of my idol, Hayley williams.