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“Behind every beautiful thing there is some kind of pain.” — bob dylan

Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 9:36 PM

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you take my pic, i take yours too

Boss want me back!!! Crazy or what!! I met her at AMK hub's Fox, today. It was a coincidence. I didn't even noticed her but she was so cool to approach my momma and I, and said , "Hi, may I help you?' I swear i was freaking out. She still recalled my face after so many months. How sweet is my boss =) She took out her cellphone to take down my number but I told her to give her number to me instead. I don't know whether i should take her offer because school going to start soon and my main priory right now is study. But the thought of the income is so tempting. Hmm..i think about it first yea. Anyway, today i didn't go for a run as i usually does. But i did make my momma go to AMK and then Yishun with me. It was boring but i needed to get out from this town for a while and i swore that was the best decision i ever made cause now i felt so much better. Alright then, I'm done here.

Labels: I could follow you to the beginning Just to relive the start And maybe then we'd remember to slow down At all of our favorite parts

2:37 PM

I'm having sleepless night lately and i don't know why. Maybe deep inside i know why but I just don't feel like telling it all.

I hate this.

Labels: where did my courage went to..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 2:56 PM

JALAN RAYA 2009 =D
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See you guys at the next Lebaran =)))

Labels: just yesterday..

Sunday, September 27, 2009, 11:02 PM

Your secret are safe with me ;))

when you have something special with someone, the whole world does not have to know about it
- Selena Gomez

=DD

Labels: you still remember..

Saturday, September 26, 2009, 1:21 PM

First and foremost, thank you to YouTube for delivering the latest and only the latest songs from Paramore new album, BNE. I promise i will not download illegally any of the new songs from the Internet. But I will wait patiently until the album arrive in Singapore and i will purchase it. This one is dedicated for my love for music.(Thumb-up!!)

1]Careful - With its explosive intro, its a great start to the new album. Expect killer drum, sick guitar and angry lyrics in it. I have to admit it's a mind blowing instrumental piece.

2]Ignorance - There are a lot of angry song in this album. So, this is one of it. The deep lyrics tells it all.

3]Playing god - One of my favourites!! It has a lovely, upbeat sound to it and the lyrics are so beautiful!! Josh's vocal (lead guitarist) contribution, near to the end of the song, were refreshing and engaging.

4]Brick by boring brick - Another great instrumental piece with mind blogging lyrics. Hayley sounded strong here. I especially loved the strong outro also.

5]Turn it off - Firstly, I loved the chorus. Lyrics were gorgeous. This song really tested Hayley's fantastic vocal ranges where she started out calm and collected and soon she was screaming out her voice in the middle of the song. Awesome.

6]The only exception - This song is slowly growing on me. It's almost acoustic so it really showed off Hayley's gorgeous voice. Probably the most beautiful song in this album. The lyrics are gorgeous also. Rumour has it that this song was dedicated to Hayley's boyfriend, Chad. The guy is the lead singer from the band, Jimmy eat world. Sweet =D

7]Feeling sorry - A rocking good song with lyrics people can easily relate to.

8]Looking up-A young and upbeat song. Cool lyrics ;)

9]Where the lines overlap- A feel good song with great instrumental, The piano outro was unique and refreshing. Finally, a happy lyrics.

10]Misguided ghosts - An acoustic piece. Almost indie kind of music genres. Different style of music from Paramore. It has a mature sound with meaningful lyrics. Hauntingly beautiful.

11]All i wanted -One word, emotional. Hayley sounded extra amazing here. Simply gorgeous lyrics. A perfect song to end the album.

To summarize, the songs are all beautifully well-written. The album tells a story. Besides that, BNE sound much more mature and different from the last album, Riot. Most of the instrumental pieces are so well put together and sound absolutely brilliant. Hayley's vocal just keep getting better and stronger. She knows how to sound good even in different genres. A must have album of the year =DD Gotta to have it, ppl!!

Labels: But darling, you are the only exception..

Thursday, September 24, 2009, 11:51 PM

On cloud nine =)=)=)

Labels: All i ever wanted.

Monday, September 21, 2009, 11:26 PM

This is going to be a long entry. I don't mind if you want to read it or not. But you have to know one thing. That typing works like therapy to me. And I'm not crazy for doing this. I just feel really good letting my deepest feeling out sometimes. I don't know how to begin but i feel a huge urge to let this one out. I really don't know. I'm in turmoil over this situation. I kept this problem as a secret for so many months now but after last two days incident, i know i have to talk about it. I need to let my emotion out on the dilemma I'm facing. So here it goes... I'm not a perfect human being. I have my own flaws. But i always make it a compulsory to perform this belief in my daily life which is to be a good person and treat every human being with kindness. To me, there are no such thing as having an enemy and I don't regard anyone as my enemy. Even though there are some who tried to make my life difficult or misery, i would talk it out to my trust/loved ones. and then I'm so over it. I don't live in this world to hate. I don't have the time to spread hatred to other people. So if you think i hate you, well, i think you did too much judgement cause i don't and i never will. And if there are any haters or people out there who regard me as their enemy, oh well you know what, i don't want to know about it cause i don't really care and if you come around here, i still treat you like every person i met, and that is with kindness. Most of these people left scars that faded with time but for these particular person she left a permanent scar in me. I know it's so sad. But life like that. I can't please everyone. There are going to be people who will not like me for who I am or I don't know for whatever reason. You know, I'm a girl, I can sense these jealousy and hatred kind of feeling. I trust my intuition. No doubt, these people makes you feel really bad about yourself and they have a negative vibe every time you are around them. They make you feel that you are at the most lowest point of your life. It's obvious. I felt that way every time she's around. I try being a friend to her, try talking, try everything but seriously this person, i don't know what's her problem and I'm sick and tired of trying, and getting pain in return. It's such a sad situation cause you know, as girls we should be looking out for one another, helping out each other and strengthening our sisterhood bond despite the fact that we are strangers. so school was out many weeks ago and i felt like an escape prisoner. Don't get me wrong. I loved school. School has been good to me. Its just by knowing the fact that i never have to see her face or feel her cold presence anymore during these period of time that I felt happy. Really happy. Life was kind and I got her totally out of my mind and I enjoyed my time with my loved ones until the night before Raya festive. Out of the blue, she text me. I'm not going to type down the whole message that she sent me. It's confidential and I respect her privacy. But, obviously, it was a festive related message. Anyway what i can say is that she acknowledged me as her friend which surprised me because we never talk and i never felt like we were friend ever. Stranger, yes. But the thing that got me so mad was that it was a day before Raya and so she took the advantage to seek for forgiveness. At the beginning, she tried to bring me down and when school ends and comes the Festive season, she's seeking forgiveness for all her wrongs. Wow. So, was that part of your entire plan? I mean after all the months of dealing with her attitude almost everyday in school and how she drained me emotionally. It is so unfair for her to put me in this situation, like a text message can make any different to the months of her shits i need to deal with. You got to do more than that girl! So, what exactly was she expecting from me in return, a reply message that says the same thing. Maybe she does really mean what she said and thought that she was really mean to me all along so she had to say her sorry. But come on, this is hard for me, you know. If you were in my shoes, you would understand. I know you guys might say that it is the festive season, i might as well forgive and forget and this is like a small issue and i shouldn't be so dramatic and all that but when i think back on all the stuff that i went through which were related to her, all of the unnecessary pressure, tears, ignorance, cold shoulder, cold look, and the long essay that i wrote down about her to let my anger out once in a while, questions that i kept asking myself with, on why she doin' all these to me and all of it. Do you really think that a return message would compare to it all? I really don't know. maybe this heart is still in a riot so my mind can't think properly. Maybe, i should give myself a bit more time to think wisely. I don't want to rush into things and make silly mistake. Dear God, show me the right path.

You were never a friend to me

You can keep all your misery

Labels: you know i did it cause i loved my mind

Friday, September 18, 2009, 10:10 PM

18 September 2009. So the time has come and it's today. Officially, for my 1st semester ECE course final exam, I passed! I'm all smiles. Yippee! I got my result through my cellphone but the more detail one was in my NP mail. Now, i can celebrate Hari Raya with my mind at ease. Alright, today most of my time were spent cleaning the house. Besides that, my bro just got back from his camp. So yeah, that's pretty much it, since last few days, i have been out and about. Today entry kinda short. How sad. My mind a little lazy to think now :P Goodnight to you.

Labels: I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words about a boy

Thursday, September 17, 2009, 9:41 PM

Dear Syahirah, the cake was so scrumptious!! Haha.That was mouthful. I loved it gerl!! The nutella rolls are my favourite cause they look and taste so Sedap.. Thank you, darlin!